what the hell

I hardly understand my low performance yesterday.  I guess I skipped lunch, but it shouldn't have been that bad. Considering that eventually i wrestled my way up. Just a slight turn of hips, shift of balance can do as much as giving you way up where you had miserably failed for 4-5 times? I don't think I have changed my footholds. Anyway, I understand now how much I don't understand and don't feel at all.

I also think about visiting a local SCS competition. Maybe just as an observer, since my partners can't lead/lead belay..